Any pantser here? I need advice

I have a hard time conspiring. But then when I plant several idea seeds, it grows and becomes a complete story in mind. But, I’ve been writing up to 30,000 words now, it’s all about the climactic moments, I just feel like it’s not that intense, I’m also disappointed, but I need to keep pushing, or it will become another stumbling block. I think I need to get it out first even though the scene feels strange. I intend to review after the draft is finished. Maybe even recheck the plot or structure. But I’m scared, if I do that before I’m done. it will change a lot. Do you guys as pansters have the same experience? And how do you get over this? Just “Fuck it, check back later.” Or check a bit and go again?

I have a hard time conspiring. But then when I plant several idea seeds, it grows and becomes a complete story in mind. But, I’ve been writing up to 30,000 words now, it’s all about the climactic moments, I just feel like it’s not that intense, I’m also disappointed, but I need to keep pushing, or it will become another stumbling block. I think I need to get it out first even though the scene feels strange. I intend to review after the draft is finished. Maybe even recheck the plot or structure. But I’m scared, if I do that before I’m done. it will change a lot. Do you guys as pansters have the same experience? And how do you get over this? Just “Fuck it, check back later.” Or check a bit and go again?

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